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So for those who voted California, I am sorry to say that we will not be moving there. The circumstances have led us to stay here in Utah for now and find a home to rent. We will hopefully be moving out sometime in May if we can find a home that quickly.  I am relieved my Luv is home and now it is just stress time trying to put the plan in order and actually act, especially when right now it feels very overwhelming on many levels, however I am so thankful to have some answers. I will try to stay positive and pray I can start feeling a little better to be more proactive in getting things done. A new chapter of life awaits, I know we will be led to where we need to be.

Luv , High Def and Baby

So the Luv has been in California for the past few days to film and hopefully he will return with our verdict of moving, Yeah! I can't wait to pick him up tomorrow, 6pm sharp, Luv here I come. And not am I only anxious to give kisses but I really am need of his help, especially with lil Beau. It has been a little bit of a challenge juggling all this while feeling preggo crummy. 

On a side note, CharLee was seen by Dr. Chapman on Monday and his neck procedure went flawlessly. After he said," Mom I can see in Blue Ray High Def, and I am really loud when I talk!" and speaking of talking, he talked the whole way home with complete clarity, no reps, and everything made perfect sense. Could this really be the blessing we have waited for to help his Autistic tendencies? So far, I have made a real note of his diminishing stems.  When I saw the difference in the xrays I was astonished at how disconnected his little brain stem and spine were. . . the after was completely symmetrical, perfect and the DR. replied that there would be more electrical and blood flow to areas of his brain that were lacking, it may just take a little while to create new connection patterns.  I am proud of my lil guy.

I also went to the Baby Doc this week and saw my little one , and there was just one whew!  I am always touched and amazed at Heavenly Fathers miracles. I am very excited and know that aside from what I was planning, this little spirit is coming at the perfect timing. . . he has a mission and couldn't wait any longer. 

Have a good sleep Luv and ni-night to all my friends.

-Gpants

Crazy Preggo Woman

So we should most likely now for sure where when and where we are moving this Saturday. Matthew is taking a little trip to California to see those options and then from there I know we will know the verdict. Both have presented pros and cons thus far and now I am extremely anxious to just know for SURE.  

Being pregnant this time has been quite the trip. My body has been sick constantly and whatever little being is inside tells me I don't want veggies, Crazy!  I however down them anyway. Last night i did give in to my intense cravings. We took the family to Cabela's to see the animals and fish and we ate at the cafe. The thing that my body was wanting fiercely was a red meat sandwich. I had an ELK Veggie sandwich. . . and it tasted soooooo good to me. I believe that is only the second time I have really had red meat. . . since I had that nasty steak that guy wanted me to try in college. And it is a little strange considering I couldn't touch any meat after I had Beau. Well cheers to being a crazy preggo woman. I have also been sucking on frozen raspberries to help my ickies:)  

Tid Bit Change

Okay so a tid bit of a change. It looks like I won't have to come back to Utah to deliver because I will be able to qualify for insurance out there. . .what a blessing. It makes it a little less complicated; more and more i am feeling at peace with this decision. I am trying not to focus to much on what I am leaving behind because i'm emotional as it is. Thank you everyone for your prayers kindness and support, I have really needed it, especiallly this week. Being very sick, tired, moving details, homeschooling, Matthew is leaving for the weekend to work in Vegas and now Beau is sick. . . I have been feeling a bit overwhelmed. Also thank you Mom for your yummy soup and help with the kids. 

On a fun side note, I took the kids to Cookie Cutters this week and they gave Beau the most adorable little Aline bob cut. It almost makes me want to cut mine:)

Lovs, Gpants

Update

Being pregnant thus far has meant constant nausea and not feeling like anything to eat.  So I willfully choke down what seems good for me.  It looks more and more that we in fact will be moving to California. I'm thinking end of May so CharLee can finish out the school year.  I will need to check into Homeschooling in California to see if its a possibility. . . and I guess this also means that I will be coming back to have the baby in the Fall.  Crazy but True:)

Lovs,  GPants

A New Day Is Dawning

So we are continuing on our journey of life transitions, and I feel calm but eager for final answers.

-I am 98% sure I am being led to homeschool. The ways we sacrafice for our children feels it will be so rewarding.

-We still are feeling both California and Utah are good places for us to move right now. . . which will it be, I don't know yet but am excited to feel peace about the choice. I do know we are supposed to move, I guess I am glad I am not the one who guides my own life.

-Matthew is being blessed as a provider with options:)

-The Health transition of foods for my kids has meant a little more time in the kitchen for me, but is already showing rewarding results.

-Uhm...............I am expecting and it was a total shock surprise; however we are very excited and we all feel its a boy Fenix Matthias, we shall see. If it happens to be a girl I'm thinking Gwenyth Jolie. 

So. . . .  a lot on our plate but we have no room for complaint because we have been so blessed and continue to be blessed each day. Our Father continues to extend his tender mercies.

Luvs, Gpants

What' s Your Vote?

Sunny California?
OR  Mountains of Utah?

Here are the Options as of NOW.  What's your Vote? Pray for us and let me know:)

Luvs,Gpants