Crazy Preggo Woman

So we should most likely now for sure where when and where we are moving this Saturday. Matthew is taking a little trip to California to see those options and then from there I know we will know the verdict. Both have presented pros and cons thus far and now I am extremely anxious to just know for SURE.  

Being pregnant this time has been quite the trip. My body has been sick constantly and whatever little being is inside tells me I don't want veggies, Crazy!  I however down them anyway. Last night i did give in to my intense cravings. We took the family to Cabela's to see the animals and fish and we ate at the cafe. The thing that my body was wanting fiercely was a red meat sandwich. I had an ELK Veggie sandwich. . . and it tasted soooooo good to me. I believe that is only the second time I have really had red meat. . . since I had that nasty steak that guy wanted me to try in college. And it is a little strange considering I couldn't touch any meat after I had Beau. Well cheers to being a crazy preggo woman. I have also been sucking on frozen raspberries to help my ickies:)  

Tid Bit Change

Okay so a tid bit of a change. It looks like I won't have to come back to Utah to deliver because I will be able to qualify for insurance out there. . .what a blessing. It makes it a little less complicated; more and more i am feeling at peace with this decision. I am trying not to focus to much on what I am leaving behind because i'm emotional as it is. Thank you everyone for your prayers kindness and support, I have really needed it, especiallly this week. Being very sick, tired, moving details, homeschooling, Matthew is leaving for the weekend to work in Vegas and now Beau is sick. . . I have been feeling a bit overwhelmed. Also thank you Mom for your yummy soup and help with the kids. 

On a fun side note, I took the kids to Cookie Cutters this week and they gave Beau the most adorable little Aline bob cut. It almost makes me want to cut mine:)

Lovs, Gpants

Update

Being pregnant thus far has meant constant nausea and not feeling like anything to eat.  So I willfully choke down what seems good for me.  It looks more and more that we in fact will be moving to California. I'm thinking end of May so CharLee can finish out the school year.  I will need to check into Homeschooling in California to see if its a possibility. . . and I guess this also means that I will be coming back to have the baby in the Fall.  Crazy but True:)

Lovs,  GPants

A New Day Is Dawning

So we are continuing on our journey of life transitions, and I feel calm but eager for final answers.

-I am 98% sure I am being led to homeschool. The ways we sacrafice for our children feels it will be so rewarding.

-We still are feeling both California and Utah are good places for us to move right now. . . which will it be, I don't know yet but am excited to feel peace about the choice. I do know we are supposed to move, I guess I am glad I am not the one who guides my own life.

-Matthew is being blessed as a provider with options:)

-The Health transition of foods for my kids has meant a little more time in the kitchen for me, but is already showing rewarding results.

-Uhm...............I am expecting and it was a total shock surprise; however we are very excited and we all feel its a boy Fenix Matthias, we shall see. If it happens to be a girl I'm thinking Gwenyth Jolie. 

So. . . .  a lot on our plate but we have no room for complaint because we have been so blessed and continue to be blessed each day. Our Father continues to extend his tender mercies.

Luvs, Gpants

What' s Your Vote?

Sunny California?
OR  Mountains of Utah?

Here are the Options as of NOW.  What's your Vote? Pray for us and let me know:)

Luvs,Gpants

B-Day Pics for DAD

 Above CharLee has a new found love in his Webkin he saved up to purchase
CharLee's magnificent eyes
I love the light in her eyes
Beau at her Best
Look at the concentration on my little aspiring artist
Squeaky clean 
The Luvers
The babes can often be found here if all else fails
Some Eclectic Art we made up one day when we were bored
Groundhog Day craft with Mama
Beau is following Mama's lead in a good ol' downward facing dog. Look no hands!
Found Beau one day reading to her babies
Sweet CharLee in the tye dye Alex made
Beaudorableness!
The Stellar shirt you gave from Hawaii

Happy Birthday DAD!

WE CAN

So in light of all the trials and blessings of life we are going through, I found one of my favorite quotes today as I was rummaging through the mess.

"Some become enslaved with compulsive habits or yield to appetites or to improper actions, and plead that they are helpless before their habits---that they are compelled, persuaded; that temptation was stronger than their will to resist. But we CAN CHOOSE. . . We CAN break bad habits;we CAN acquire GOOD habits; we CAN CHOOSE what we THINK by the sheer determination to do so."

-Richard L. Evans

Luvs to ALL.

Gpants